Blog officially closed

Closed!!!!! Unless you really wanna know, ask me in person and I will consider telling u the new URL.

Quote of the day:
The grass is always greener on the other side, so don't look!
and....

This time, I am sooooo moving my blog to Livejournal! I can't stand Blogspot anymore!

I will be going missing from now onwards...finals are in 5-6 weeks!

Being a jerk and not realizing it is the worst. Some people are just terribly insensitive.

Why are my emotions like a rollercoaster lately?

Not what I wanted

Why did I always get the things I didn't want? It's like ordering coffee and then getting tea. It is a drink all right, but of a different type. I just don't want it unless it's the one I ordered okay. Sigh

But then I need to just tahan and accept it because I am not the one paying for the 'drink'.
But it's the same price so I want coffee!

We're sick of guys

Friend says:
okay A being indicisive and pathetic, B being very nice, call u, give u everything attentions and needs, but, it's ldr =.="
Friend says:
so le?
Friend says:
B can be a faker.... A can be a faker
Friend says:
= guys are fakers
Friend says:
zzzz, ignore them, that conclude well of for everything
Friend says:
i find girl better la
Friend says:
i go date girls =.="
Alice In Wonderland says:
wats ldr
Alice In Wonderland says:
u wanna be a lesbian kah?
Alice In Wonderland says:
i understand ur feeling
Alice In Wonderland says:
well at least girls are more sensitive
Friend says:
ldr = long distance relationship
Friend says:
yea xD
Friend says:
haha, lesbian okay ar, hmmp, cant born a child, adpot lor
Friend says:
just that the society look at you in a different way ma
Friend says:
but at least, they shower u with all the attentions u need and they can talk to u and then they more consistant
Friend says:
dunno le, maybe i should try xD
Friend says:
double kill those fakers..... =.=" tired with guys
Alice In Wonderland says:
lol
Alice In Wonderland says:
lol, ------- ur so funny
Alice In Wonderland says:
can i post this conversation in my blog?
Alice In Wonderland says:
i'll delete the name....
Friend says:
OMG?
Alice In Wonderland says:
only the back parts?
Friend says:
hahahahaha
Friend says:
which part? can kua

Another update after so long....

Hi. I am back again. To you who's reading my entry, thank you very much. Since it's been a long time, I have so many things to tell. But then again, I have so many things to tell that there's basically nothing to tell. Again, it's not really that special.

Updates about me:

• I have four assignments to work on. All of them reports, and all of them are due next week. (Unless I can coax one the subject lecturers to give an extension)
• I am totally behind for Circuits and Electronics 2. It's five weeks already but I still have no idea what the subject chapters are about. I've only attended two tutorials over five weeks. Blame it on whoever decided on 8.30am classes.
• I got scolded by the lab assistant for asking a question yesterday. =(
• I realize that I'm surrounded by scandalous happenings which I don't know about until it's old news. But maybe it's because I don't go around asking people.
• I'm moderating the forum for Maths 1. Of course I get paid for it, but its *coughpeanutscough*. But I get to be all superior seeming, you know. XD what a confidence boost.
  
• I'm so addicted to Superpoke Pets! The application on Facebook. Please join Superpoke Pets and add me! I will play with your pet everyday and give you things.... *_* (especially you Joyce!)

You know what? Sorry for being so random, but I have many friends/acquaintances with names that start with J. No, totally not kidding. You can check my phone address book. I am bad with names - I don't remember them, I just remember faces but not names. I know that's rude. And when I come across someone who looks really familiar, I know his/her name starts with J but I dunno the letters that come after that. So I go...."Je..je.." Embarassing, and rude. Finally when I can't remember after a century of thinking I have to ask "what's your name again?"

And the other day right, my friend just told me that he thinks I am quite kiasu because I don't do my homework and copy from my friends' and yet when it comes to finals I do better than them.

I was honestly amused because I've never thought that copy homework then do better than others is classified as a kiasu trait. Me and Joyce always copy homework last time in secondary school what.

But in case other people are also thinking the same too, let me explain myself.

I do believe that if I don't study I'd be stupid, stupider than the average person, actually. Because I found out a long long time ago, lectures don't really do much for me. Maybe they do me some good like around 30% understanding of the topic. Plus I don't really listen to lectures much, so that makes it less than 30%. My attention span is only around 1 hour at most. I need a break after 1 hour. Or else I'd be fidgeting in my seat and pinching my forehead cause I'd be having a headache from all the babbling by the lecturer in front. (they think that using a mic would help students understand better)

Always, I am behind in my uni homework. If the lecturer is teaching topic 2, I'd still have my homework for topic 1 unfinished. And I'd never finish it because basically topic 3 will come and it will all pile up. I only practise on questions when there's a test coming up and I have no choice but to learn it well. Sometimes I don't bother to do homework at all. Usually you pass up homework at a certain deadline, but I totally don't know how to do it (cause I haven't learnt it yet by myself) so I copy lor.

And also, some people claim that I do not answer questions until they ask me. And sometimes when people ask me, I do not answer the question. But when the lecturer ask me, I answer. They say I am hiding information. Kiasu lah, maksudnya.

This is basically because some people just hate to be taught things and if I kepokepo go and teach them, other people looking will say 'Wanna show that she's expert huh'. Of course this does not apply to everyone. People who are understanding of the situation would....well, understand. In short, to avoid people MIS-understanding, I sometimes refrain from telling answers/teaching although I know the answer. Plus taking into account the that I always study last minute, one of the reasons is also, I do not know how to answer the question/unsure - and if I don't teach you the answer it's because I am not sure about it. Do you wanna be taught the wrong thing? You'd get more confused, right? And about lecturer asking me if I know the answer then baru I answer, it's because - well, it's the lecturer! Of course you answer the lecturer, and many times I am lucky cause coincidentally the answer I simply blurted out is correct/close.

I feel that it's so funny that I am explaining all this in my post........

Writing a lost post is quite fun after such a long time. Sorry for not updating for a long time, but it was because work got in the way / I don't have much motivation. I need to be motivated often. I still feel like moving my blog address to Livejournal. That way I can lock my posts. Maybe I'd be blogging more? Can blog more personal stuff cause I can have control over who reads it.

Like about the lab assistant scolding me yesterday.

The thing is way over by now, I decided to try to put it behind me and not take it to heart.....But it was terrible yesterday cause I only have limited people to rant to. And I am not sure should I rant that much. Later people think I like to complain. And I don't know who will be willing to listen and who would be annoyed by my rant. So I try not to, if I can tahan it. If I get a blog which enables locked posts, I can allow access for people that is willing to read my rant. And save the others from getting annoyed. Great right?

And I check Livejournal everyday. It's like my Arashi news center! Honestly I forgot this blog existed. Hence not updating.

Sorry for the uber long post! If you've read until this far without skipping, you must be very patient/like my writing a lot. Hahaha *winks*

Back to uni again soon~~

Yvonne just reminded me that, we're going back to uni in like, two weeks?

I don't want to!!!!!
When I feel bored with doing nothing and want some work I do feel like I want the semester to start soon...
but when I feel lazy, I just feel lazy.

I can't slack off once it starts, right? I need to do my best.
Doing my best is tiring sometimes.
So can I hold off and continue my holiday please?

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On a totally unrelated note, my necklace putus ki. D:
It just caught on something one morning and just putus like that.
I need to get it fixed.

Every country version

Hanadan F. Final. Just when you think that Hanadan is finally over and you're gonna so miss it (especially Mao and Matsujun fans), they come up with the Korean version.
Yeap, the Korean version of Hanadan is currently running. Then come the news that there's gonna be a China version and that they're gonna change the storyline, the setting and the drama title.

And now I just found out that there might be a Philippines version of Hanadan! My only reaction what 'what the..?' and 'seriously??'

They seriously are gonna make a version of Hanadan for every country aren't they. And I thought it seemed a good joke.

How many Domyoujis do we need in this world?

Ahhhhhhh

I really have no will to update my blog anymore. Plus this blog is sort of deserted for a long time already, isn't it? And my layout I said I'll do. I can't find enough bandwidth to find a layout, edit it and upload it. Nuff said.

And I'm running out of inspiration. I should mention too that my English is deteriorating? I need to go back to reading more. I need more money to buy books. Cause downloading ebooks means staring at the comp for hours and killing my eyes. I don't wanna have smaller eyes than I already have.

I always can't find a way to end posts properly. Ja ne.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

Right now, I'm sitting in my room drinking beer and Shandy. While watching drama. Why two drinks you ask? I shared some with my dad! I've passed the age where it's ok for alcohol, plus I've gotten used to it already - pretty much. Once a year won't hurt, right?

Wishing everyone a very happy new ox year ahead!

p/s: I wonder why almost everyone in my neighbourhood has a lot of money to waste in the form of fireworks/firecrackers? It's 30 minutes past midnight and they're still at it~

Plans for winter drama watching and later tonight

So, I've decided that the dramas I'm gonna watch this winter season would be Love Shuffle and also Uta no Onii-san. The latter's obviously so cause Ohno-chan (Arashi member) is in it. ^^

Of course with my turtle internet speed, I probably won't be able to download as fast and as much. But slow and steady. And downloading according to my priority list!

1. Uta no Onii-san
2. Anything else that has Arashi in it.
3. Love Shuffle


Later, I'm gonna go have dinner with my high school friends! Yay! It'd be a blast.

Cya later, I gotta go get ready!

G no~

Hito wa hito, jibun wa jibun~

Definitely, once you start comparing yourself with other people you'll lose.
You have the strength to not lose against yourself!

=)

I wanna post but I can't!

The super turtle speed internet I have at home is driving me nuts. I can't post anything to Livejournal, okay? Although I want to. So the fic will have to wait...It simply wont go through when I press post. It sucks.

finally the sun~

Finally we see a bit of sun today. It's nice to be able to open the windows and let the warm air come in. It was depressing and cold for so many days already! Too many rainy days gets me down.

And of course, everyone is doing laundry today! ^^

Ah! This article is for the win~

Original article from here

Dear Johnny Kitagawa,

Your agency Johnny's and Associates has managed to turn all your beautiful boys into money making, hip-thrusting machines -- pimping them out on every inch of commericial space in Japan, whether it be a television dramas, variety shows, stage plays, or environmental charity events. You even use them in commercials to sell body deodorant, mobile phones, bath products, and fried chicken. You've let their bubblegum pop music invade all our heads. Some of us find ourselves unconsciously doing the dance steps and matching hand gestures in public. Some of us even parade around as them!

And let's not talk about how well your boys sell: in the Oricon Top 50 of 2008, 20 of the singles are from Johnny's talent. Kanjani8 and Arashi earned the top two selling music DVDS, and let's not forget about the top selling photobooks from Arashi. Stage plays, such as Koichi Domoto's Endless Shock held its 500th show this past year. All the live tours of the boys are highly-coveted tickets. This year, Matsujun was named one of GQ Japan's Men of the Year; Kimutaku and Junichi Okada both took home Best Actor awards at the Television Drama Academy Awards.

Some boys are talented, some boys are not, and some boys... I question if they're even boys in the first place. But that just means there's a boy out there for everyone! You're very protective, making sure your boys aren't wrongfully portrayed in the gossip magazines -- not even letting Asia Pacific Arts use a picture of MatsuJun for our interview story (hmph!). You probably have some master plan to take over the world with your army of beautiful bishounen. After winning the hearts of millions and millions of fangirls, why not conquer everyone else?

Well, all I would like to say is thanks. The world is a much better place, now that we have boys with great hair in flashy, sequined costumes. I can die happy now.

Sincerely,
Kanara Ty

May I just add that Arashi is the best cure for sadness? ^^ I love the person who wrote this article, she's so right!

Johnny's CDL 2008-2009

I couldn't watch the Johnny's CDL because Keyhole TV suddenly has problems a FEW HOURS before the designated broadcast time.

Therefore I had no choice but to download it. And watch the countdown after the countdown had ended. The file size is 5GB! Goodness knows when I'll be able to finish downloading it with my crappy internet speed.

One month? Two months? Gosh~

Mini Arashi!

Simply a must watch! Little kids performing 'One Love' and getting all the dance movements right while lip synching to the song... So very cute!

It would make sense to you if you'd watched the actual Arashi performance first. Then you'd see the resemblance~ ^^

Persimmons

I think I don't like persimmons. I just had some just now, you know.

It was so sweet that I felt sick eating the whole fruit. Why, I wonder? Since I like sweet stuff. It was so sweet but it's pretty much odorless. When you eat something sweet but odorless like that it feels weird, doesn't it.

The best drama ever

I just finished watching Ryusei no Kizuna, finally! Just the right way to end the past year and start with the new. This is the first post of 2009 na....

The last two episodes was so good. No wonder it had such good ratings in Japan. I was at the edge of my seat; although I already knew the ending - thanks to being too curious and also plenty of spoilers in the drama community. I thought the drama was gonna be spoilt by knowing the ending, but the scriptwriter KudoKan sure has a way of wrapping up the drama in its last episode. Although the actual murderer I know already from the spoiler, I didn't actually know how it was gonna end. It was moving and amusing at the same time.

It's definitely the best drama I've watched, ever! Not because I was being biased cause I like the main actor. I realise now that how good a drama is isn't the amount of tears you shed during the moving parts or how much you laughed during it's funny parts; but how much impact it left on you in the end.

I'm having mixed feelings that the drama's already over. I wanted to know the ending but I didn't want to finish watching it - which means I'll put it away and wait for the next drama to watch.

Probably there's not gonna be a drama that's gonna be better than this one!
I'm gonna end this post with the afterthoughts of the drama in my head~